Sunday, October 10, 2010

Updates October

it's long time not to update anything here...Glad until today i'm happy & regret a bit in my life...Hope he happy with his life & Pray to God dia cepat2 kawin eventhough i'm so missing him. 5 years been together , he teach me a lot of things in life & thanks for Him. I know we are not together anymore..& i have my own life now...
Sad but true, i feel so numb today maybe because i feel sick all day..and tiba tiba everything rolling back into my mind remembering all the path i went through before. I'm Glad, i Cry, i'm thankful to God. I go one step ahead to make my future better..& pray to God it's the right way i will go. Year 2011 is a good year for me as finally i'm decide to end the single life journey. Deep inside my heart, i feel afraid if the same thing happen to me in the future..but 'kalau x cuba tak akan tahu'. Kalau dah cuba, mungkin serik but i'm never serik in my life. Hashim & Fareez teach me a lot about world & finally i found Mukhlis my beloved BF. Too good to be true, he just an ordinary people that i can rely on and love me so much..
i'm a bit messing up today seem like sumthing still stuck in my heart that i need to tell somebody. I will 1 day...May God bless me ...